Lost Map
-Ayaka
12th Dec, 2015

He gave me the map of himself,
It was exactly up to the moment
But changed as we moved
Through the landscape
of the future,
when past had seashores
and shooting stars.

Now with heartbreak
It is out of date with
a section missing.
Where we should meet
is a crease,
so worn and torn
we can see right
through
to the reality of defeat.

I look to the stars
for guidance
to orientate me
through all the hate
but it is too late
the map no longer

exists.

You I Miss
-Ayaka

Days stretch into each other,
Soon a month topples another.
Then years crowd before I know it.
You I miss.

Memories assault my mind in droves,
As on and on they go.
A beam of light in shadows of grey,
As tears assault my face.

When sadness fills my heart
I can't help but wonder just where you are.
Though I know you're in a better place,
In my heart is where you stay.
Feeling lonely and blue,
I'm forced to live without you.
You were the truth to my wish
You I miss.

Come... come to me
In beautiful dreams.
For it's you I want to see...
Me with you and you with me.

Time with you
was ever true.
You I cherish...
You I miss.